It’s Friday…I feel like I should be jumping for joy. But for some reason I feel this sense of dread/sadness/blah creeping over me. What gives?!
I feel like I go through these days rather often, and I’m not sure how to stop it. There are times that I feel SUPER AWESOME and ready to take on the world. I see my life in a really positive light and feel grateful and hopeful and excited. But then there are other moments and days, like today, where I just can’t shake the cloud. I can’t even really pinpoint what it is that makes me feel this way. Is it the overcast weather? The fact that I am frustrated by my job? That I don’t have any close friends in the area? That my family is far away? That the litter box needs changing, the bathroom needs scrubbing and I haven’t showered yet today?
I wish I knew what it was that was making me feel this reoccurring funk. I would nip it in the bud and move on with my life. Life is too short to feel this way on a regular basis. How do I maximize the awesome moments? How can I start LIVING my life with a perpetual sense of YAHOOAWESOMERAINBOWS?!
I turn 29 in a few weeks and want to put the funk behind me for good. It’s time to figure it out once and for all!